…I think you’re right.
I just feel .. hurt.
I feel angry, sad, annoyed, irritated, aggravated, pissed, depressed, hurt.
But i just don’t know why, nothing happened today to make me feel this way, no one said anything to me to make me feel this way, i just feel this way.
It could be built up emotions that i have hidden or emotions that I need to express? I just don’t know. What I do know is that its not a pleasant feeling .. I want it to go away .. I don’t like this feeling.
I want to run away. I’m tired of Virginia Beach. Same faces everyday. Don’t get me wrong, I love them and everything but sometimes, its just too much. I want a fresh start, a clean slate, where no one knows me.
One day.
spent yesterday with this guy !
Had lunch with him and his mommy, then we just spent quality time with each other (: Then he & I got ready for a baptism I was going to and his confirmation rite thingy. Then our day ended.
We’ve been through a lot, we’ve had many, many ups and downs but we still find our way back to our one-of-a-kind friendship. I’ve never had a friend like him, he’s so easy to talk to and i can open up to him about anything, one of the greatest friends have.
Jan Patrick Malpaya Llanda (:
* i chose this picture cause i love nathaniels face in the back <3
