I like the element of not knowing.  I enjoy not knowing what will come next, or who will enter and who will exit my life.  I like not knowing who’s going to win or lose. I like not knowing.

Recently, stuff has happened where I would have never expected but turned out for the better? I like how things like that fall into place.  Where I don’t have to put forth effort to make myself happy, but happens naturally.

I haven’t been in such a good mood like this in a long time, and its a forgotten feeling.  Like I don’t know where to go from here, and i love that.  I’m not worrying about whats going to happen next, it’ll happen when it does.  Till` then, i’m living.